happy tuesday

We stayed around the house for most of the long weekend - I don’t think I changed out of my running shorts (I never even went running) and old t-shirt for three days. Bear had writing/work to get finished and I got into a weird mood that consisted of me wanting to deep clean and organize everything.
Since the weather has gotten warmer we spend most of our waking hours outside. We got a BBQ this past week and I planted flowers in pots on our deck. We spent Sunday evening sitting outside under the white twinkle lights that hang around our deck. It was a romantic evening. Sometimes romance can come when you least expect it, we weren't making out under the dark sky- even though that would have been fun too- we were just enjoying each other’s presence and having conversations about gun control (how romantic huh), raising kids, if we are a good judge of character, and why we love hanging out with each other. 

Together we have been reading Love Does by Bob Goff. It’s funny and creatively written and although Bear doesn’t love every story that he writes about, it has given Bear and I topics to discuss and think about with our own life. One of my favorite quotes so far from the book is “We get to decide each time whether we will lean in toward what is unfolding and say yes or back away.”  There are so many times in my life that I want to back away – run away for that matter, and sometimes I do. More recently, I have been trying to embrace what is in front of me, good or bad, and feel blessed that I have the decision to say YES.

Let’s enjoy this week. Take some time to plant some flowers, have some romance, and say YES to something unfolding in your life!


have a happy tuesday, and a happy week for that matter. 

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Easter

Easter is a refreshing holiday. The flowers are starting to showcase their colors and new life starts appearing. The birds are chirping outside and the sun and blue skies shining brightly are an instant pick me up. Oh how I LOVE this time of year.  

For Easter we spent most of the day at the New Jersey Botanical Gardens. Things were just starting to bloom and have some color. I can’t wait to go back when all the flowers and trees are in full bloom. 

After we got home from our day spent at the gardens, we did our annual Easter egg hunt for Shento. He has perfected his craft of finding eggs. Bear hid them all over the yard, on top of a tree branch and in a flower pot, and Shento found every single one of the eggs.

He did eventually find the blue egg in the flower pot :) 

January - February - March - April

January

We rang in the New Year pretty uneventful. Some loud cheers, dancing in the living room and a kiss at midnight was what we mustered up.

We  visited one of our best friends in Charlottesville, VA. We had a great time, like we always do with him. We explored the town, went out to breakfast, and took a day trip to Roseland. The Roseland day trip was quite eventful, we got turned around and went the wrong direction for some time before realizing that we might be going in the wrong direction. A couple hours later, an ice cream pit stop, and a lot of quality time together, we arrived, just before the sun set over the hills.  We spent the evening by a huge fireplace eating food and enjoying some yummy drinks at Devils Backbone Brewery.

February

February was by far our worst winter month. It was filled with snow, rain, ice, freezing temperatures, and more rain. The entire state seemed like it was one big ice skating rink.  We watched a lot of Parks and Rec. and British Murder mystery shows.

March

In March we went to an all Beethoven recital by the wonderful Norwegian pianist Leif Ove Andsnes at McCarter Theater in Princeton. Bear loved it and I appreciated the talent that he had. Incredible.

We also cheered for the Gators during March madness.  We don’t have cable so we watched most of the games at our local pizza parlor.

April

On the first semi warm day the local ice cream shop opened, and you bet we went and tested out a few flavors.

For Easter Bear brought home the most gorgeous bouquet of flowers I've ever seen.   

It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year

I’m so happy to be finally posting about the most wonderful time of the year.  December. This December felt more magical than most, and although we weren't around any of our family, sad face, we loved every minute of being together and really tried hard to do lots of holiday stuff. 

Our first holiday outing was to a small town just West of us, Clinton, NJ. They put on an annual Dickens festival complete with horse drawn carriage rides, old Saint Nick walking the streets, and holiday decorations that made the small town sparkle. We walked through the streets and ventured into a couple local shops. If you happen to be in the Clinton area stop off at Citispot Tea & Coffee. We ordered the pumpkin spice latte and it was wonderful. 

Next up, we got a Christmas tree. No, not the gigantic one on the left, even though I think that one would have been perfect, we opted for the cute five foot tree that was little crooked and missing a couple branches on the lower half. We always feel bad for the little Charlie brown trees  

One afternoon we drove to the shore and spent the evening enjoying the sights and sounds of Asbury Park. A lot of the area is still in the re-development stages after hurricane Sandy but Shento, Bear, and I were able to enjoy parts of the beach and boardwalk. After tiring Shento out we headed into the old conventional hall for some delicious dinner. If you look closely in the picture above you can see the convention hall and inside it was all decorated for the holiday. 

One of our newly acquainted holiday traditions is trying a new restaurant that normally is out of our everyday price range. This year we got all fancied up and went to Delta’s. A southern style, jazz music playing, fried chicken kind of a place. The chicken and waffles (with a hint of powdered sugar on top) were out of this world good. 

By the middle of December the weather was starting to get pretty terrible, and venturing outside in the ice and snow didn't seem like a good idea. But visiting numerous coffee shops throughout the area was the perfect date. There is something I love about sitting at a cozy coffee shop enjoying the company of a loved one. 

Bear baked some delicious pecan tassies.  Thanks to an old family recipe that his Mom gave him and his amazing baking skills these quickly became one of our favorite treats. 

Christmas morning was magical. We sat on the floor together and opened our presents. We felt so blessed to have family who graciously sent us wonderful gifts and my Mom who (always) put together the best stockings. We acted like kids, laughing and loving each other. I don’t think we go out of a PJ’s until after 1pm.  

Happy Holidays to everyone 5 months late. 

September, October, and November Adventures

I still have updating to do from the past several months. I have made this a goal to get all the updating done so that we have some sort of documentation on the last several adventures Bear and I have been on. This process has seemingly taken forever. I sit down to go through pictures only to realize that I have thousands of pictures all un-organized and in separate folders because that's the way they have downloaded to my computer… ridiculous.  But hooray for me, I'm slowly making progress on the photo organizing front and updating our life over the post 6 months. 

To those who still read this crazy blog of mine, the months and months of updating will soon be over and I will get back to posting regular posts.

September.
We were still on the hunt for furniture to fill our empty home. I stopped by every yard sale I found and frequently visited the thrift store.  I was able to find some great things, see below the 1980’s record player hutch. With some sanding and a new coat of paint it looked great.

We enjoyed our favorite Chinese noodle restaurants in New Brunswick. 

The weather was so beautiful in September that every moment we had we got outside and went for runs/walks to our local park.

We celebrated Shento, it was a happy 7^th birthday filled with dog cupcakes and a new stuffed animal.  

I traveled to WA to visit Miss. Milly, Whitney & Joey.  I had such a wonderful time. We packed the 5 days with eating Cronuts, wondering around the unbelievably beautiful Chihuly garden and glass museum, went on a girls date and devoured Mexican food, took lots of walks, and explored a little bit of Seattle.

October. 
Bear and I wanted an adventure, and we had always heard that upstate New York was beautiful during  the fall months, so the weekend after I got back from Washington we hoped in the car and drove to the Catskills.  We camped out in our car for a night and explored the little town of Windham.  

Janice came for a weekend visit. We walked downtown Highland Park stopping at the farmers market and our favorite bagel shop. 

Vicci and Charlie, Bear’s Aunt and Uncle, were visiting Maryland and it’s only a short drive from our house so we went to enjoy the day with them. We ate the absolute best crab cakes ever.

November

Bear rang in another wonderful year of life. He was busy the entire day so we celebrated that evening with a stombolli, cake, and the opening of gifts.  

Ryan took a spontaneous trip from D.C to come visit us. Always fun having him around. 

Bear went to Chicago to present a chapter of his dissertation. This was a big deal and I was a very proud grad student wife. 

We celebrated Thanksgiving by each picking two new recipes and making them together. The top favorites were the spinach sausage tart and the mushroom pilaf.

It feels like home

The first couple weeks were filled with searching for furniture and household essentials. While sitting in the passenger seat for umpteen hours I made a list of all the basic living necessities that we would need.  Silverware, plates, bowls, hangers, towels, and the list went on and on.  The morning after we arrived to our new home, and with a sore back, thanks to our blow-up mattress that had just a small enough hole to cause the middle of the mattress to sink to the ground during the night, I headed to Ikea.

I wondered around Ikea in circles for what seemed like hours and hours.  I had never experienced this feeling. I was over-whelmed with the amount of stuff that I needed to purchase and the ample supply of options.  So instead of making decisions on what color plates I should buy, I kept wondering. 

Somehow after many hours I was able to get enough items in my cart to justify checking out. I knew I had forgotten things on my list, but at that point I didn't care.  

As I drove home from Ikea I looked around. The highway that connects my new home and Ikea is one filled with strip malls, dunkin doughnuts and factories.  It's an ugly area of New Jersey. But as I slowly drove home hitting traffic and stop lights, I felt at home. Peaceful, and so grateful to be back in the garden state.

The following days were filled with exploring our new town and getting settled into our home. We ate at our local hamburger joint (conveniently located around the corner from our house), went fishing at Bears favorite fishing spot, found a good close  wooded area to take Shento for walks, and enjoyed exploring our local farmers market. Fresh produce is always the best.  

We arranged the silverware and put away the blue plates that I bought from Ikea. It was going to take some time to get everything we needed, but with empty rooms and only one towel, because I forget one of the most important essential items on my Ikea list,  the little empty house really felt like home.

^ Our first dinner we made at home^           ^Cucumbers from the farmers market^ 

^ Bear is getting excited about trying our local hamburger place and I painted a picture for our living room^

^Bear out fishing in the pouring rain^              ^On a walk to the farmers market^

2,600 mile road trip

We left Park City on August 22nd, 2013. We have driven across country enough times to know what we were getting ourselves into. The long days (and nights), the many stops at random gas stations because I have to use the bathroom, and the sudden urges to drive all night (even though every single time we do that we regret it the next day).  One way or another our cross country journeys always turns out to be a fun adventure and have created a lot of great memories for us. 

When we pulled out of town it was a mix of emotions. I was feeling excited to start this next journey but terrified at the same time. We had no first destination in mind. Bear does all of the driving (he's such a trooper) and he always feels invincible the first day/night of our journeys. He could drive forever... until he realizes he can't. Which is usually sometime in the middle of the night.

DAY 1. 

^ A Wyoming field and a random trucker chapels. ^

^ This was one of my favorite stops. A dirt road in Nebraska but it was extremely peaceful.^

We drove twelve hours. Passing trucker chapels in Wyoming and fields of sunflowers in Nebraska. After twelve hours on the road the sun had faded in the distance and we started to get tired, but not tired enough to get a hotel room. We settled on a rest stop right off the highway. The air was starting to feel sticky and the temperatures had hit 108'  during the day, and only cooling off a couple degrees once the sun set. But nonetheless, the rest stop parking lot looked like a great place to stop for a short nap. 

To my surprise, we all fell asleep. I was in the passenger seat with a plant and a plastic box on the floor so I was unable to put my feet all the way down. I went back and forth between my feet in my lap and my feet on the dashboard. Bear was in the drivers seat with a plant between his legs and little room because of the steering wheel. He moved his body sideways so he could get a better angle to rest his head. And Shento, he was in the back laying on-top of clothes, shoes, and a bike tire.

DAY 2. 

After our brief slumber in the car our bodies needed to stretch and our legs feel movement so we walked around the dark rest stop. There were truckers and other families taking a break for the night. I’m always curious what other people are doing on the road. Why are they driving? Is it a fun road trip or a mandatory move?  The humidity was intense and after our short walk around the rest stop, getting back into the air conditioned car was a delight.

Shento took to his spot in the backseat but quickly realized that he was frustrated. He makes this huffing noise when he gets upset, and every ten minutes for an hour he would huff, letting both Bear and I know that he was unsatisfied with the situation he was in and I really couldn’t blame him.  He was squished and had shoes and plants creeping into his space.  

We drove through Nebraska and into Iowa. By the time we crossed the Iowa border the sun was beaming through the clouds and the lack of sleep was catching up to Bear.  We pulled off in Ottumwa (the town known for competitive video gaming) at a local park. Shento and Bear quickly found a nice spot under a big Oak tree. I grabbed a blanket and our pillows from the backseat and headed out after them. By the time I got to the oak tree (about one minute after them) Bear had already fallen into a deep sleep. I propped his head up with a pillow and cuddled up right next to him. 

We were already a little ahead of our schedule so we decided to play tourist. We drove to Burlington, Iowa and walked a small path along the Mississippi river.

We decided to stop for the night in Peoria, IL.  The Peoria Lake flowed right through the downtown area. We got dinner and sat outside under a big canopy and misters. While enjoying drinks and dinner we talked about this new adventure that we were taking. Hoping and praying that we made the right decision with leaving the west and coming east. 

DAY 3

We got up bright and early and hit up the local farmers market. Although the only exciting thing happening at the market was an alpaca walking around, we still enjoyed ourselves.  We drove 3 hours east to Indianapolis, IL. We were still ahead of our schedule so we took part of the day and explored the town.

The river runs through the entire downtown area and you can take little boats from one end to the other. 

After our day of exploring Indianapolis we had one more over night stay until we arrived in New Jersey. Once we entered Pennsylvania we took a small back road that was beautiful. It wound through bright green hills and small farm towns.

We stopped at the flight 93 National Memorial site. The park is filled with newly planted trees and flowers. We walked the entire park and paid respect to all those who lost their lives. 

We hit up a local ice cream parlor that served specialty dog ice cream. Shento loved every lick of it. 

For our final night we decided to set up camp at Trough Creek State Park in Pennsylvania. We got to the area with enough time for an afternoon hike.  The weather was beautiful and the park is filled with small waterfalls, boulders, and streams.  Shento loved running around with us. Bear was able to fish and I dangled my feet in the stream. It was such a perfect night.

DAY 4 

We arrived. 

It's snowy and I'm bored so I will update my blog

It's been cold and snowy here for the past couple days. The snow has quickly turned to ice making it utterly impossible to venture outside. So being stuck in the house catching up on our favorite TV shows and watching an absurd amount of the Olympics, go team U.S.A, has been what we've been up to. Over the weekend I got a little bored and organized our pictures from the past couple months. One of my New Year's resolutions is to start a monthly journal/scrapbook with pictures from things we did that month. Going through pictures always brings up memories that have been tucked away and forgotten about. As I scrolled through our pictures, I remembered conversations that Bear and I had about the future and what life would be like back in New Jersey, I remembered how excited Shento was when I brought him to the beach for the first time since we moved back and I remember what it felt like to start running for the first time in my life. With each picture I remember different smells and sensations, almost like I went back in time for a moment.

I don't know why going through images on my computer screen made me want to start this blog up again, but it did. I have a lot to update and I will do my best to get through it.

  

The Last Week

The last week in Utah was chaotic; but in between crossing things off on our to-do lists, packing, and sorting through clothes we were able to fit in a little fun. We ventured to Nevada to say hello and goodbye to my parents. It's always such a fun (and funny) time when we hang out with them. 

We ate lots of yummy food, enjoyed the sunshine, and played some slots at the local casino.  Bear and I got to use our Christmas gift certificate and get that long awaited couples massage. It was so relaxing.  The days seemed to go by quickly but being able to spend that time with my parents was great. 

 

With only a couple days left in Utah, we tried to enjoy as much of the beautiful outdoors as we could. 

^Bear fly-fishing at one of his favorite spots.^

^Taking one of our final walks by the barn in Park City. I would take Shento for walks on this trail almost daily. It became a favorite for all of us. Don't you see how happy Shento looks.^

^We went and cheered for the bikers as they finished up the Tour of Utah. ^

^Us enjoying Park City.  Bear with his cow bell ready to cheer on the bikers as they finished the race.^

Until next time, Utah. You taught us so much about ourselves. In the past two years we have become stronger individually and as a couple. And I will forever be thankful for that. 

The Decision

By the end of July, Bear and I were still unsure of what lay ahead of us. However, we had to make a decision, and we had two choices. To stay in Utah for the next year or move back to New Jersey. Both had its pros and cons. Utah- we already lived in the state. No big moving costs. But we didn’t love living in Utah. New Jersey- we would get amazing health insurance. Bear would be around his academic crowd. But we would have a huge moving expense. We weighed all of our options. 

Over. And. Over. And.Over. We thought we had made our final decision, which was to stay in Utah. But after sitting on that decision for a couple days we decided to re-evaluate. Something wasn’t feeling right to either of us about staying in Utah and we wanted to be 100% sure about this decision.

Again, we created a pros and cons list. But this time the pros for moving back to New Jersey outweighed the cons. We deducted the huge moving expense from the New Jersey cons list because we thought we could move across country with only what fit in our Ford Focus. We would have to ship a couple things but we were determined to make it work. The decision was finalized and we both felt good about it. We were New Jersey bound in just a few short weeks.

Now the problem we were going to run into was the very short time period we had to find a house to live in once we arrived in New Jersey, figure out what we were taking, and how we were going to pack everything into our fairly small car. We wrote out every type of to-do list and started checking things off as quickly as we could. The search for finding a place to live proved to be a lot harder than expected. With only five days left until we said goodbye to Utah our living arrangements in New Jersey were still unknown. We were preparing ourselves to be 'homeless' when we arrived. But graciously my Dad stepped in and found us the perfect house in the perfect location. We literally signed the lease and sent a deposit the day before we were starting our journey to the east. Once that was all finalized everything else didn’t seem so daunting.

Next on the list was figuring out what we should take. We had VERY limited space so we had to be extremely choosy as to what we brought. One day I will write an entire post on how we did this. It might be useful to someone else that finds themselves in the same situation. But for now, I will tell you that we cut back on shoes, clothes, and even my nail polish collection.

^Saying goodbye to all of our stuff in the storage unit. Shento relaxing on top of the piles of clothes.^

By this point both Bear and I were running on adrenalin. I don't even remember having feelings or attachments towards anything we had to leave behind. I just remember thinking that we had a mission (and time frame) and we had to accomplish it. We made piles of things we were taking and piles of stuff that needed to go back into our storage unit. We did a couple test runs to make sure everything fit in our car. It's amazing how packing becomes more of a creative art when you have limited space. 

^The test run to make sure everything fit in our car.^

It was almost go time. We felt pretty confident we had done everything we needed to do to make this journey a successful one.  We had checked everything off of our lists, brought the final stuff to the storage unit, and shipped a couple 50+ lb. boxes to New Jersey. 

It was go time. And we were ready.